I can't hate you anymore
Calm before calamity strikes...
Ok... Maybe that was abit too exaggerating... But that's how I feel... So tiring... A most inconvenient time for camp...
Sometimes it just hurts... I guess you dunno what I mean... Not so sure if you know that about yourself... Maybe you're just you and that no matter what happens, you won't know how much it hurts even if someone mentioned it... Happened once, twice and many many times... Time and time after I brush it off and treat it like normal... I can't help it...
I hate being normal... Why am I not so rich I dun have to worry about money or work while I am studying? And yet I am not that poor that I can apply for financial help from outside?? Pissed off coz I am stuck in the middle... Neither rich nor poor, neither here nor there... Haiz...
Adopting a cat soon... A black cat with yellow eyes... So cute... Still a kitten... A boy boy... Hope I am less scared of carrying it... Busy trying to get collar and food for it... Will take some pictures at 1st chance...
Gotta go prepare to go back to school... See Loaf!!!