I can't hate you anymore
Falling...
I remembered there was a time when I was chatting with Jan and talking to her about the feeling of falling in love... We were sharing our past relationships, talking about 1st loves... So many relationships after, we have both lost our feeling of being loved and loving others... We no longer can fall head over heels in love...
I am very much afraid of that... I can remember the feeling of being in love... The freedom of trust... It is not something I wanna lose... After many betrayals, no longer is the heart easy to open... There's always holding back... And the end result is a love-hate relationship...
Can't say everything's as smooth as I want it to be... Maybe not at the moment I dunno... But I think I can safely say I am happier than I was...
At work, drama happens everyday... My colleagues cannot get along with this particular person... Sometimes the person gets on my nerves too... But I guess bear with it will be a way to deal with it... 3 more weeks!!!
Had gyozas just now... It was damn nice... If u're free, go see this... Cool...
http://gprime.net/video.php/spraypaintart
Gonna stay out this weekend... Now I am packing for it... My whole family's infected with virus... So scary... I dun wanna be infected... Haiz... I am forever waiting for the other ball to drop... Expecting, waiting...
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原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹