I can't hate you anymore
Beachy Me
I finally, finally, FINALLY get to go to the beach... Yesh!!! Went there today morning with my best friend... We had quite a hot time... One of the times I actually wore very little and tan... Hahaha... Though it was hot, I enjoyed it... But carrie can't take the heat so we left at 1130...
And it was a good thing we did... Coz after our shower, we went to take the blue line to the visitor departure center... Halfway thru the ride, it started to pour... Phew... Lucky din get caught in the rain...
We got back to harbourfront and then got our lunch at Breeks!... My food wasn't that nice but I still force myself to finish it... Bland fish and pasta in mushroom sauce... Carrie's chicken is quite nice however... I helped myself to her whipped potato... Hee hee hee...
We were supposed to go back to my house... coz she wans to get songs from my computer... But on the NEL, one of my dudes contacted me and in the end, plans were change and we head out to town with the dude...
I was wearing some really worn out top... And feeling really arkward... Then I got a new t-shirt... Nice t-shirt that says "This shirt would look even better on your floor." Nice huh? Hahaha... I love it... Will be cooling to wear out on sunny days too...
We hanged out til around 7+ then carrie and me went back to my house... She stayed till 10+ and head back out...
It is true that I am really missing him badly... I know he still cares... At least my stubborn part... I don't understand why he doesn't reply my msges, doesn't wanna contact me anymore... Is there really someone else?? Is it I am the one who has been so dumb that I don't even see it when he is not really serious about me? I really dunno... But I go with my heart... Even if it shatters into such tiny pieces and when the wind blows, they will fly to u...