I can't hate you anymore
Pretense
During her attachment, my sister's boyfriend brought her home everyday... Yes, they spend alot of time together... Even if he stays rather far away... I can't imagine why the same can never happen to me... Almost all the guys said I am too needy... But I am already letting it go... No longer holding on anymore... Why is it not working?
Working life drains off mental energy... I just wish sometimes it can be recharged... Some words of encouragement, some sweet nothings is exactly what I want... But I can't get it... Coz life is unfair... I myself had made some bad choices...
So many times I've said to give up... So many times I've thrown everything away... So many times I went back the same way I came... I am weak...
呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后
慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑反正你看不到
我要的幸福遗落在你怀抱
当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好依然是
依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
像是驼鸟
相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见
傻到了无可救药
其实早明了
你的爱已随风飘
想要找
再也找不到
假装自己
已解开冰冷的手铐