Finally the exams are over... Boy am I glad... It seems so long... But the light is finally within reach... That is what I was thinking yesterday after my paper... But things are often not as simple as it seems...
I am super broke these few weeks... Not sure why or where my money ran... Left with like $7 in my bank account... Unbelievable... I just hope my pocket money comes soon... Or the progress package... Whichever I dun mind...
Because I am broke, I grabbed the 1st chance I have to make money... My friend asked if I wanna work last night to do survey... I said sure... $10 per hour... Good?? But it is not easy... Even more so with my lack of sleep...
Because of the job, I missed Edwin's birthday dinner... So sad... Sorry Edwin... But you know I still love you right?? Hee hee... And furball too... BTW, Janice said you have to give him a new name... Coz Furball is her hamster's name... But if you still wanna call him Furball, you will have to be Snowy and we will lock you both in a big tank with sawdust and a big treadmill!!! LOL!!
After the job, came back to hall, we watched Dark Waters in the TV lounge... Not scary I feel... But maybe because of the ambience and crowd... Or I am too tired to feel anything... Cherie and Yoda was in the TV lounge too... They are so naughty... Fighting all the time...
Yoda is one ugly skinny cat... And its tail is like broken or something... (crooked)... Then I saw Yoda's sister... Which is much cuter... Its tail is like a bump at the back... Maybe it is family genes... Haha...
I am still feeling tired... Gonna go home once I get my room cleaned up... Wanna jio Shaun go JP but I think he is sleeping leh... How?? Gonna rain lidat again... I wanna go library leh... Have to make do with SK library then...
Kaylin the Kitten says @ 12:56 PM
and no one can stop her...
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
LMAO
You really must watch this 2 videos... I've posted 2 links from the same guys a few months back... This is more of their works... Trust me... I am laughing my ass off...
Kaylin the Kitten says @ 1:40 AM
and no one can stop her...
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Humid...
I am freaking melting today... Was never a moment not feeling sticky and hot... Esp when I am trap in my room and can't open the door and pull up my blinds just because I have a sleeping person in my room... Haiz... Such is the inconvenience of a room-mate... You will have to consider the feelings of the other person... A good room-mate does that... I am now guzzling cold honey water I've made and kept in my fridge...
Well anyway, this friday will be my last paper for this semester... Then I will be going for my attachment... Feel quite good now... I hope I do well for these 10 weeks... In the meantime, I also have to work on my camp preparation... Both hall and also insinyur... One more website to design... I hope I can get the theme worked out soon... Plus also the brochure for next year's freshies... And also, I wish to update the insinyur website with lots more information asap... That is provided that the other pple do their job and give me their info fast too...
Maths is so boring... Haiz... But still I have to pass this time... I will just go back and study then... Can't wait for friday... Which incidently is Edwin's birthday... So here's a shout-out to him... Happy Early Birthday to you... Most likely I won't see you that day... But I hope you have a fabulous birthday celebrations with your friends and family ok??
Study study study! No sleeping...
Kaylin the Kitten says @ 8:39 PM
and no one can stop her...
Friday, April 21, 2006
What the hell...
Watch The Exorcism of Emily Rose yesterday... Rented from a machine... It was scary... Somewhat like The Exorcist... Haiz... Then it freaked me out abit... Esp the part about the witching hour... Before I went to sleep last night... I was telling myself to just sleep it through... But who knows... Halfway through the night, I was awoken by noise made by I dunno who... Papers flipping and books... Most likely my roommate... I turned and checked the time on my handphone... Lo and behold, it is 3.00am exactly... Really fricking hell...
Anyway, I am suppose to wake up early today to study for maths... Shall work on matrix today... It is the easiest topic so I will start with that... Got woken up around 7+ in the morning... Haiz... I really do wish I do not sleep so lightly... But I am not even sure if I am that light a sleeper or is it that the sound level is that high that even a heavy sleeper will get awaken... I rem even at home, when the babies are around, I don't even get awaken that easily when they cry... But afterall my mom does try to keep them quiet... And as babies, they understood too... Why some pple just dun understand??
It doesn't pay to be kind to some pple... They just treat it like they should have it... Guess what... Kindness, like trust, needs to be earned... And I am just gonna stop being kind anymore... I am just gonna wash up now and I don't care if I made alot of noise... Coz since no one cares... It doesn't bother me...
Kaylin the Kitten says @ 8:08 AM
and no one can stop her...
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Yay!!!
Fantastic... After so many days of exams... It is not easy you know... Wed, Thurs paper... Good friday, saturday, easter sunday... Mon, Tues, Wed papers... But phew... They are finally over!!! I have now maths to study for... Yeah!!! And it is only on the friday 28th April... I think I shld have ample time...
Anyway, went to watch "Take the Lead"... It is nice... Hahaha... Makes me wanna dance and shake... I have a great idea to learn waltz and teach the camp pple for the SP nite dance... Looks rather easy but I have to see how... Who wanna volunteer to be my partner??
Anyway, today I drank like a fish!! Hahaha... I had a bao in the morning... Coffee too... Afternoon after the paper bought roast meat rice... I took a really short nap... But it feels great... Maybe coz I concussed...
After which I head to JP... Bought tix and had like salted veg and duck soup with rice... Can't believe it but I feel hungry again during the movie... Hahaha... After the show, me and Jan just went to buy red milk tea (Cup No. 1) and subway...
I din eat my sandwich yet... I love subway!!! Hahaha... Yum... Steak and cheese... And the cookies!!! Anyway decided to leave it for breakfast tml... Then when we came back to hall, we just sat underneath 37 and chit chat... Haha... Good life sia...
We stayed there like for a few hours lah... During which we read short excerpts from the book Why men don't listen and woman can't read maps... Hahaha... Nice information from there... Edwin and Flin joined us on and off... During that time, I finished the ice lemon tea drink from the subway set meal (Cup No. 2)...
Hahaha... At around 12 going 1, I went back to my room... And Eddy msged me on MSN asking if I wan supper... I was super bloated by the amount of water I've taken... But I went ahead to extension to have supper with him... Just to catch up... Hahaha... It was great!!! And I had another cup of teh bing (Cup No. 3)...
I swear... I am like running on these drinks lah... Anyway I didn't really sleep much... I am gonna concuss now... Super shagged lah... So I am gonna sleep now... Hahaha... Shall update again soon...
Kaylin the Kitten says @ 2:54 AM
and no one can stop her...
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Stay in Weekend
I am staying in hall to mug this weekend... I think I've done well on Good Friday... I think I shld be ok for Circuit Analysis... Just need to start doing exam questions and after that practise tut qns on the day before... Now I am on microprocessors... And I am falling asleep... Unbelievable... Maybe because I only had 5 hrs of sleep before that and it wasn't a well-rested sleep... Now I am falling asleep at 12am... But I don't wish to sleep right now... Maybe I shld go wash my clothes...
Anyway, today was a good day... I had breakfast of kaya toast with eggs and went shopping at Giant for Easter eggs... Hahaha... Kindersurprise lah... After which I came back to hall and took off not long after to Canteen B to study... One long shower came and went and just before the 2nd storm was about to start, I decided to come back to hall before I got stuck...
I was lucky in the sense that it was just starting when I reached hall... Phew... And the good thing is my roomie is leaving with her bf... Then I can also study in my room... Then Ben came down and looked me up... He brought sushi!! Yummy... And sotong balls... If only OCK had the squid heads too... I love squid heads...
We chatted alot... And he molested my bolster... Hahahaha... In between, carrie called him and we chatted too... It is fine already... Then Jed msged me.... From KL... Wow... His greeting is surprising... And also gladly welcomed... Plus my classmate Weili msged me to ask after my progress too... I am so happy and feel so blissed...
Anyway, Team Se7en got 2nd in the hollerback competition... Great achievement... But I do hope they do not make it a annual event... Unless 987 change the competition date to somewhen not near the exams... That will be a good experience for all hall juniors... I gtg study now... Not before I shower and change and wash my clothes... Ciao~~
Kaylin the Kitten says @ 12:49 AM
and no one can stop her...
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Exam stress...
The exams are here once again... Hateful things... A time where you sit in a big place full of tables and chairs in rows and columns for 2 - 2 1/2 hrs and write and write on a booklet of papers with lines...
Okok.... Very crappy I know... What do you expect?? I just came out of a examination and thought that the paper was doable but realised that I have mistake all over the place!!! Haiz... Shall see how... Time to concentrate on other papers...
Throughout this whole weekend I will be mugging, Mugging, MUGGING!!! Haiz... My life is so sad... People have Good Friday holiday and Easter Sunday... Spending their time watching tv and relaxing... Me?? Spending it with books and my computer... The only thing I can improve the situation is that I could get Kindersurprise eggs for me and my friends... Hahaha... Guess I will buy a box and give one each to Jan and Jud...
The worst thing is here I am, alone with only my computer and cell phone as my source of communication to the outside world... My full-time chat-mate tells me that he is going off to KL to chill... Haiz... So there goes my source of entertainment... Hahaha... I know he'll be reading this... Will miss you...
Anyway, I am gonna take a nap now before I go out to JP and meet Jan for dinner... Hopefully, I am well rested enough to take on Circuit after that... I must I must... *yawnz* forgot what I wanna say... I'm hungry again... Even though I had nice grilled fish sphagetti in NIE canteen with Weili.. Yummy food + good company = content... Hahaha... Time to sleep!!
Kaylin the Kitten says @ 2:46 PM
and no one can stop her...
Friday, April 07, 2006
Melting...
Hahahaha... Watched Ice Age 2 just now with Jed.... It was great... Hahaha... Had a great time and took my mind of lotsa stuff... And I am really thankful...
Then after I met up with Ben at coffee bean... Started out abit arkward but overall had a nice time chatting with him and getting to know him as a person... I must say he is quite nice... Though sometimes I think he's so mature... We have different brain wavelengths... And likes different things... But nice seeing things in other pple's perspective...
And I am super pissed at Carrie's reaction to me meeting Ben... I know they just broke off... But I feel that whenever I needed her around, she's not there for me... What kinda friends is that?? Plus the fact that I have to be there for her when she needs me...
Ben was nice enough to keep me company... And we bumped into Edwin at JP... So coincidental... Sweet sweet Edwin... Thanx anyway... But when I heard about Carrie and her reaction, it totally brought a bad ending to a otherwise nice day... I had to go jogging to work off my steam... Now I am back and cooling down... Gonna study after I shower...
I've not eaten today... Except for nachos from GV... It is quite bad... I am getting gastric pains... But I oso dunno how to stop it... Feel like puking too... Gonna study EM then... Sayonara...
Kaylin the Kitten says @ 11:37 PM
and no one can stop her...
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Bad Day
Ever heard of Bad Day by Daniel Powter. I think it is a song that allows me to pick myself up whenever I feel down... And I think that happens quite often...
Anyway, I am in the library now... Amazing 'coz ever since I've stepped into NTU, I don't usually hang out there... 1st, it is so out of the way as it is all the way at the North spine... Quite unfair for the South spiners... And most of the time, it is usually crowded... Esp now when exam period is just around the corner...
Since I have some time to spare before my lessons, I guess I should update my blog... I went to JP during the latter 2 hour break I had today... I spend alot of money in this one trip... Bad luck started just as I woke up today...
I had a sprained ankle... It just came back... Haiz... That's why I went to JP to get an ankle guard for myself... I've got myself bubble tea too... A treat... It is lonely to be studying in a big school... Your friends are so spread out that they hardly have the time to meet up with you... And when you have classes, usually they don't and vice versa...
I just I've really grown independent and forged a habit in which I could eat alone in the canteen or just go out shopping by myself... Though it is still abit uncomfortable, I can do so now just fine... I am really glad of the progress... Almost time for me to go for lessons... Shall update this in another time...
Kaylin the Kitten says @ 4:57 PM
and no one can stop her...
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Planning the perfect suicide
This is a suicide guide...
You don't wanna starve yourself to death... It is ugly...
You don't wanna poison yourself by popping pills... Your lips will turn blue... And blue lips are so out...
You don't wanna jump of the building... This is very obvious...
You don't wanna set fire to yourself... You get black peeling skin... Not appealing...
You might wanna slit your wrists... But there might be a possibility that you might not be able to cut deep enough to totally sever your veins... The best position is to slit 2 fingers down measuring from the wrist... And then soak it in water to get your blood really running... Too bloody for my liking...
Jumping in front of a fast car or bus is not a good option... Why complicate things for others??
You might consider hanging yourself from a tall tree or by wrapping your head in plastic bag... You might suffer before you die though... But a tree is so high you might not be able to climb up... A plastic bag takes so long...
Sticking a dagger into your heart might work... In any case, a heartache so great you might not feel any pain even...
Closing yourself in a coffin and burning a candle in it might work...
Die by a natural heart-stopping chemical/medicine in the bed of your loved one is the one for me... So time to do some crime...
Kaylin the Kitten says @ 5:15 PM
and no one can stop her...
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Tired...
Argh... Went to see the semi-finals for hollerback competitions by 987... Team Se7en... Woah... Great performance... Though we got 3rd highest scoring points in the above 17 category... I still think out of the other groups Team Se7en is the one which keep most closely to the various aspects that was required... Think the judges are being biased...
Well, I think Breatrice Chia is one of the judges... She wore a green zip up dress which looks like a oversized sports jacket... But the worst thing which was pointed out to me by Edwin... (enough to give me nightmares...) HER THIGHS! Humogous... LIKE OMG!!! I saw her from at least 100m away still they're big...
Came back home... So tired...
Kaylin the Kitten says @ 9:37 PM
and no one can stop her...
