I can't hate you anymore
Life's no fairy tale
I understand now what it means to give up totally... All the signs are showing... I am watching Serendipity now... And I am wondering if destiny is fixed... And if so, when the signs are pointing in the opposite direction, why am I still running straight towards it? Is it because I enjoy being hurt? My heart bruised and battered...
Had so much fruits today... Almost my whole diet today is fruits... With the exception of a crossiant (chocolate), a bowl of cereal, a piece of cake, a cup of clam chowder and a cup of milk tea... Choir performance was better than expected today... I am glad...
Found out my best friend will not be celebrating my birthday with me this year... Wondering if I am really that unfriendly that no one is actually interested in spending my birthday with me... X'mas also... I am sad... I don't know what to do... Haiz... Whatever... I feel like a pathetic worm...
The story have to end anyhow... Whether the ending is good or bad, I will still face up to it...