I can't hate you anymore
Haunting Past
Been thinking of the past dec of my life...
For the past 7 years, my x'mas and birthday season has been of a certain existence... At least I know I will not be cooped up at home but rather, I'll be out there celebrating... But this year will be different... No one will actually celebrate x'mas or my birthday with me... I am moping... I know... But this is the biggest event so far in my insignificant life but no one bother...
Been thinking about my past boyfriends too... And made an analysis out of them... (I am that bored ok?!?!)
The first: All-rounder, the leader
The second: Intellectual, the artist
The third: Adventurer, the survivor
The fourth: Fun-lover, the pretender
The fifth: Martial artist, the child
Hahaha... Well, i guess they are all in the past... My new resolution is not to let them be my future... Guess my dreams won't come through after all... Hahaha... My dream was that I was married to number 4, complate with children and all... Never had I dreamt of such things... But it's just a dream...