I can't hate you anymore
Dying young
I almost died today... Not that I want to or plan to... Today results came out in the afternoon... As I was out watching movie, I din get to check it myself... So I ask my best friend to check for me... As it turned out I've failed 3 modules (again!!!).
Ever since I've stepped into NTU, I've been taking and retaking this particular module again and again. And every semester, I am sure to retake 3 modules each... I am now very disappointed... I wanna pass every module...
After knowing that my results are out, I got so distracted I did not even notice where I was anymore... Going to a movie was only temporary distraction from my ever pounding worrying mind... After the movie walking towards cineleisure, I crossed the road without checking... If not for my friend who pulled me back, I would probably not be writing this right now... So I am ever grateful to this friend...
I don't mind removing a particularly useless person from earth... 'Coz I have nothing to live for right now... I am approaching my birthday soon but nothing much is happening, no one wans me for a gf not to mention a future partner, x'mas is my fav holiday with no one to celebrate with me, I keep getting lousy results and finally, I am broke to the point I will have to eat only one meal a day...
I think I am seriously better off died...