I can't hate you anymore
Well, my list is done.... Hahaha... I will date seriously with the guy(future husband) for a few years (3 or so years), be engaged for a year and get married... At least I hope to... My wish is to get married by 25... Hope so lah... Haiz... Time to sleep then go tanning tml!!! Yeah!!!!!
Birthday Wishes
Hahaha... My birthday is coming~~!!! Just talking to one of my poly frenz about being 21 and all... It was fun today walking everywhere from east to central to west... But I was in a pair of heels and it is not exactly the most comfortable pair though... My feet are now currently screaming at me in agony...
It been tiring meeting friends today and eating, walking around with them... Though I am glad these friends haven't forget me and had asked me out... For the past few weeks I've been wondering what had happened to me coz it really felt like as if I had no friends around me already... I am always alone and find that there is no one I can talk and hang out with when I needed someone around...
I also thought about some serious stuff... About relationships and friendships... I've been through relationships that bloomed from friendships, I've also been through relationships that had started from a crush... I can see that both are quite different in the sense that in failed relationships that developed from friendships can revert back to friendships rather quickly than as compared to one that had developed from crushes...
A relationship however needs two very strong components: friendship and love... The friendship aspect contributes to trust and acceptance whereas the love bonds everything together with a veil of romance and wanting to be the best so that the other half can see all the goodness... If the love aspect is gone, there is no more love and the relationship becomes just a friendship... And if you find that you cannot be friends either because there is a lack of trust or because you can't accept certains, the relationship fails...
Therefore, my current new target in life is to always be aware of the situation I am in... I've decided not to go into any relationship anymore until I am certain that marriage is in the future... In another word, I am looking for a husband now... So guys who just want to have some fun... Let's just be friends... Haha...
My list of 21 things I hope to get from my birthday... Don't know why I am so crazy over lists nowadays... Don't ask...