I can't hate you anymore
Slack only...
I can't believe I slacked one day away... Had a meeting in the morning... For the engine camp next semester... And that was it... I felt so much like I had nothing to do to the point I wanted to pick up my books and start studying again... Hahahaha... Abit crazy I feel...
This song by Andy Lau is super nice... Dunno if can see properly... My favourite line is this... I am feeling this now...
Feeling not so good in hall now... Probably cause I feel so lost... I have no idea what to do, what to look forward to any longer... I am afraid... Drawing strength and courage from songs now...
I guess I will not stay in hall unless necessary then... It's bad... I miss my home where there are people around always... Now here, I am lonely, afraid and alone... What there was in the past was someone to share my time with me... Now there's no one...
I think I might want to shift home, shift hall... Many many thoughts...
My roommate brought 3 friends back when I was sleeping last night... They made so much noise.... At 3+ in the morning til 5+... And I have an early meeting... Was so tired... Luckily I got to sleep in the evening when she go out... I am going to sleep now again... It's choir camp!! Yeah... Hope she will just come back quietly...